Where I am

Alright, so we'll start with where things currently stand. I took my measurements yesterday, so these are current as of 11/7.

Upper arm: 10-1/2"
Bust: 34"
Waist: 27"
Hips: 37-1/2"
Thigh: 21"

Height: 5'3"

My weight, as of today is 124.7lbs. It'll probably be higher tomorrow due to water weight retention, because I ate really shitily today. Probably like 1700-1800 calories---ick, ick, ick! But, I only did it because I felt like shit. I had a headache when I woke up this morning, and period cramps, so I figure if I was going to feel crappy all day, I might as well have an oreo, or five (but I did stop at five, as if that's some great accomplishment). On normal days, I expect to maintain my daily calories between 1000-1300.

For those who are wondering (at this point, no one), I do have anorexic tendencies, but whatev. It's not a full blown thing, I just like things the way I like them, and I like myself thin. I like the way I look when I haven't eaten; I like how light I feel when my stomach is empty; I like when my boobs look small; and I like it when the tops of my thighs don't touch. It's what my life is, and it's what my prerogative is. If you don't like that, then don't bother reading my blog, additionally, don't bother trying to lecture me about nutrtion. I can guarentee I know a lot more about it than you do. I use that knowledge as I see fit for my life.

I'm going to try to post my daily intake, along with weight changes of course, daily life events, and maybe even some pictures. I'll try to update the physical measurements weekly--the weight I'll probably update daily.

My current goal is to get down to 111lbs (it's a nice number, three ones). Once I get there, I'll reassess and see if that's where I want to stay, or if I want to try to go lower. I'm not sure. I haven't been that since like the end of 6th/beginning of 7th grade. I should mention, that my heighest weight ever was like 155lbs (eek). Anyhow, I went from 144lbs to my current weight over the course of about... six months in 2006. I've managed to keep the 20-25lbs off since then (two whole years, w00t!), and now I'm ready to lose more.


Wish me luck!